Sunday, September 23, 2007
as i lay here silently on my bed i still remembers the beautiful time we use to share..the meaning of love....its easy to fall in love but its much more easier to fall out of love..i was looking through someone photo album's... a very sweet couple that ended leaving the girl with confusion...their sweet memories reminds me of mine...
this door to my heart feels like opening but at the same time feels like it should be closed...i just don't know why its so hard for me to accept someone new in my life..i just don't know why...this leaves me with question mark...i myself in a state of confusion...i myself don't know what the matter with me....
why??? why?? why??....that 3 letter word had always been running through my mind...maybe i have not found the rite one?? or is it maybe its just me?? haish...
when i look at couples being together it makes me happy and it puts a smile on my face...but i just don't know why dis door if mine is still closed...and again its why...
or maybe i should just wait...??
but if i wait but i didn't put the effort also it wont happen..
whats the problem with me now...
haish i myself don't know why...
i hope to come out with the answer to my confusion soon...
k time for me to put that aside..time to sahur and have a short nap as i have to go work later...
i wish i was dead ; diN scribble his life @ 4:43 AM;
