i feel kinda hard want to blog today....i cant seem to write down the word of my feelings...haish...all this while waiting was all just a waste of time..useless....im so stupid....yea stupid to wait for her...once again my heart had been played with.....how stupid can i be to be fooled again....again and again i fall for the same trick.....all this while....all the words....all the promise was all just simply lies....why me....can u explain to me why....why must it be my heart that u want to play with....what wrong did i ever to do to receive this from you?? can u please explain....why now?? why didn't you do this before i even fall for you.....u lied to me.....its seems so hard for me to believe what just happened...you just not the person i know in the pass.....you changed a lot...and i meant it a lot....i didn't thought u will change till what u are not....seriously what happen to the old you....have you ever thought of how i feel? have you ever thought how much pain have u caused?? no...no u don't...u just think about yourself.... your sorry wont even heal the pain that im going through.....how would you feel if you were in my place....i doubt so u would even know....
it just seems like my life is crashing down....once again u leaves me with a broken heart....and i will swear that if you ever come to my life again you will not be accepted...i had enough of lies...enough with your game....enough chances i given you...enough pain i had to bear....you are just making my life miserable.....
the four letters words are just illusions....
i had enough of that four letters word...it will take time for my heart to heal....
i dont think i will be accepting anyone into my heart for the time being....
P.S : To that someone...thank you so much what you had done to me...you had make me wiser and stronger.
i wish i was dead ; diN scribble his life @ 8:53 PM;
You're the one
A peek of me
~namE~
iZzUdDiN aka CyBeRLiNk
~b'Day~
5th May 1989
~sChOoL~
Park View Primary Greenview Secondary Nanyang Poly
~LiKes~
<33 HER (sori she doenst exist anymore), hiS FreNs, his laptops , his handphone
