Sometimes I wish I could disappear.
Friday, August 15, 2008


Taurus - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:

You tend to stick with relationships - through the good and the bad.
You are a great listener and tend to give valuable advice.
Cautious and careful, you never jump in recklessly... saving yourself from heartbreak.

Your negative traits:

Money is very important to you, so much so that it's a cause of arguments in relationships.
If your lover isn't loyal or attentive enough to you, your eyes start to wander...
You tend to keep things inside - so your partner may not know when or why you're upset.

Your ideal partner:

Is stable, serious, and ready to be committed to you.
Is successful and able to provide you with the lifestyle you crave.
A true romantic, who is willing to express their desire for your heart.

Your dating style:

Comfortable and traditional. You'd love to have a nice meal at a cozy restaurant.

Your seduction style:

Love comes first for you before you'd even think of intimacy.
Traditional: you're not a cold fish - but you're not into kink either.
Pleasing... you always make sure that your partner is having a good time.

Tips for the future:

Be willing to change your mind. Who you think is the love of your life may be very wrong for you.
Try listening to your mate. While your stubborn streak is hard to break, sometimes your partner knows best.
Lighten up! The first months of a relationship should be about fun, not intentions.

Best color to attract mate: Pale blue

Best day for a date: Friday

Your Birthdate: May 5
People wouldn't take you for a passionate person - and that's where they'd be wrong.
You can develop deep emotions quickly, and you're the type most likely to move in with someone after a few dates.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 5

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5

You are most compatible with people born on the 5th, 14th, and 23rd of the month.

What People Think of Your Mouth
People see you as both flirtatious and intimidating.
Your friends are secretly put off by your seductive powers.
And strangers either fear you or obsess over you - sometimes both.
No way to fight it - you're a natural vamp. Or rake.

How You Are In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You tend to take more than give in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

What Your Feet Say About You:
You are pretty average in your expressiveness. You can express yourself well, but you don't always want to.

You are a very passionate person. You are highly charged and easily inspired.

You are an assertive person at times. You'll pull out all the stops to get what you want, if it's worth it.

You take a while to fall in love, but once you do, you stay pretty attached to your partner.

You are not easily frightened, but you have a few strong phobias.

You are intellectual and philosophical. You are more concerned with thoughts than action.

You are a fairly hard worker, but you are also a little spoiled. You like indulge yourself every now and then.

You are easily influenced by other people. You're quite impressionable, so you should only be around people who are a good influence.

Your Love Life Secrets Are
Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.

Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships.

You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.

In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.

Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

i wish i was dead ; diN scribble his life @ 1:16 AM;

Sunday, September 23, 2007


as i lay here silently on my bed i still remembers the beautiful time we use to share..the meaning of love....its easy to fall in love but its much more easier to fall out of love..i was looking through someone photo album's... a very sweet couple that ended leaving the girl with confusion...their sweet memories reminds me of mine...

this door to my heart feels like opening but at the same time feels like it should be closed...i just don't know why its so hard for me to accept someone new in my life..i just don't know why...this leaves me with question mark...i myself in a state of confusion...i myself don't know what the matter with me....

why??? why?? why??....that 3 letter word had always been running through my mind...maybe i have not found the rite one?? or is it maybe its just me?? haish...

when i look at couples being together it makes me happy and it puts a smile on my face...but i just don't know why dis door if mine is still closed...and again its why...

or maybe i should just wait...??

but if i wait but i didn't put the effort also it wont happen..

whats the problem with me now...

haish i myself don't know why...

i hope to come out with the answer to my confusion soon...

k time for me to put that aside..time to sahur and have a short nap as i have to go work later...

i wish i was dead ; diN scribble his life @ 4:43 AM;

Wednesday, September 12, 2007


A Better Man - Shayne Ward

Until the oceans all run dry
Until the stars fall from the sky
Even if words dont seem to rhyme
Ill be addicted to your smile

And if the wind blows out the sun
Ill still believe you are the one
No matter what we're going through
I'll plan to spend my nights with you

I promise you my heart wont fade
I swear to you my soul always
It isnt hard to understand
You're making me a better man

Baby my love will say it all
I'll always catch you when you fall
And if the hard times get too much
I'll still be craving for your touch

I promise you my heart wont fade
I swear to you my soul always
It isnt hard to understand
You're making me a better man

[ Lyrics provided by www.mp3lyrics.org ]
I dedicate my world
I dedicate my all
For every moment
Your leaving me breathless

I dedicate my touch
Forevers not enough
I wanna hold on
I just wanna hold on to you

I promise you my heart wont fade
I swear to you my soul always
It isnt hard to understand
You're making me a better man

It isnt hard to understand, your
making me a better man

i wish i was dead ; diN scribble his life @ 12:54 AM;

Tuesday, September 11, 2007


k its been quite a while since i last blog...

cant really find the time to blog anymore...and this pass few weeks have been really chaos....hahakx but it was fun fun fun....

aniwae yesterday was fun eventhough the movie was real bad...

i dont recommend u guys watching Apartment 1303...
to much suspense in the movie but in the end it turn out to be a funny show rather than a horror show....DONT WATCH!!

hahakx... i will give that show 3 out 10....why 3 when i should give one...hahakx...becaause the ghost was funny tho.....hahakx

k after the movie we head out and take photos outside the cathay....den we walk all the way to penisula and to the supreme court...den all the way back tu the other way we come...hahakx...


kinnda of stupid though but it was fun fun fun....we snap alot of pictures in the bus...hahaha....

liling his her jeans coming down...hahaha very funny sia...hahahhaha

we like laughing our ass out and make it as if nobody business laughing so loud in the bus...hahaha....

but it was supper fun going out with the IKEA-IAN.....thanx guys...

hahakx....

aniwae cant wait for the next outing that will be the Cycling at UBIN!!...

wohooOOoOoo its been a while since i last went to Ubin....

see u guys there peeps....hahaha....

hmmm it seem strange that im bloggin in the morning..hahahak...

but thats ok...at least im a happy mood today to blog....hahaha

-6 more days to ___ . ; 14 more days to 9 months and still counting -

to whom it may concern....i told u i wont and i keep my words for that...

kk till next tyme...

i wish i was dead ; diN scribble his life @ 11:29 AM;



MAK APER TU SEX????!!!!!

Suatu pagi seorang anak perempuan yang
baru
masuk sekolah primary bertanya kepada
mummynya,

"Mummy, mummy..sex tu apa, mummy?"

Terkulat-kulat si ibu. Terfikir dia
tentang arus kemodenan zaman
sekarang yang membuatkan manusia
berfikiran terbuka, termasuklah anak-
anak yang masih kecil. Sesuai dengan
konsep pendidikan seks yang sedang
hangat dibincangkan, mulalah si ibu
mencari-cari jawapan yang sesuai
dengan harapan anaknya takkan
tertinggal dalam arus pendidikan moden.

Maka si ibu pun memberikan jawapan
secara mengkiaskan kumbang dan
bunga,telur yang yang menetaskan
berudu dan seterusnya menjadi
katak,hujan serta benih yang
mencetuskan tunas, diikuti dengan
pembentukan bayi dalam kandungan.

Sebelum mengakhiri jawapannya itu, si
ibu menyelitkan pula kisah
percintaan antara dia dan suaminya
sejak dari zaman sekolah menengah
lagi hinggalah kepada kelahiran
seorang bayi comel iaitu si anak yang
bertanya itu. Tiba-tiba si anak
menangis teresak-esak. Si ibu
kehairanan.

'Eh kenapa ni?"

Si ibu bertanya kehairanan. Si anak
masih juga menangis.

"Jawapan mummy tu panjang sangat, tapi
tempat nak tulis jawapan ni
pendek.Mummy ajalah yang tulis,
waaaaa!!!!'

Kata si anak lantas menyerahkan buku
latihan Bahasa Inggerisnya yang
pada muka depan tertulis.....

NAME : .
SCHOOL : .
CLASS : .
SEX :.................................
.




Lain kali, jangan aksyen memandai...

i wish i was dead ; diN scribble his life @ 11:20 AM;

Thursday, August 09, 2007


Shall i?? Nah i shall NOT....hmmm

i wish i was dead ; diN scribble his life @ 5:10 AM;

Monday, August 06, 2007


k here im back bloggin after quite sometime menghilang kan diri..

hahakx...

k i should say today was like any normal day....not boring nor dat fun either.today work at 7 pm....what a pathetic time...work for only 4 hours....might as well don call me to work...but still i came to work....why? coz need money hahakx....yus tried to kol me but cant get hold of me coz he dont have my no...hahakx sori yus....should have given him my no coz he wanted to ask me come early for work...darn at least i can claim more work time....k today was supposed to do hotdog but end up doing swedish shop bcoz yaya on mc so i take over her place.....and today i had to was ice cream machine again.....haish....but was it took me only 15 minutes....k dats a record breaking time hahakx....but tiring tho coz i did swish shop den wash both ice cream machine den close swish shop and den as pernormal help out in the cleaning up the dining area...didnt get the name 'team closing' for nothing rite...hahakx..den ana and yaya came bcoz ana wants to pass me my cigarettes...ana and yaya help out in the cleaning process....hahakx...thanks.....k den after work as usual lepakings at our usual place....the team closing should know..hahakx..but another member join us that is dheelah....wah wah wah dah pandai buat closing....dah leh join the team closing...hahakx...k den we headed home...zul when home with dheelah...ana tumpang kan yaya alek while i when home by the usual route....

k that was about it for today....nothing much happen today...hahakx

i will try my best to update regularly again...

till then..

peace out...

i wish i was dead ; diN scribble his life @ 12:26 AM;

Friday, July 20, 2007


its been quite a while since i update my blog...hahakx

didnt do much today.....i overslept and wake up at 12....and i was like shit i miss class....arghhh....instead of getting up i go back to sleep hahakx.....k.....was slacking at home watching tv....then got kol from yana...she was like in orchard and was like grumpy and all.....asking asl zul off handphone....maner lar aku tahu....hahha.....k....den yana meet me under my void deck followed by zul and fudin....teach ana how to use the movie maker and as usual we talk cock....hehehe....

then at 6 plus set off to downtown east as i have to meet aqilah at mc cafe...it was as normal kalau kiter dah jumper comfirm kecoh....hahaha...but den it turn sour...azimah got a kol from haikal he was like maki2 her...i don care as its none of my business....den go for a smoke and saw aqilah was like been drag and thrown in from of the public by haikal....i was like what the hell sia...k i try to calm myself down as it still none of my business....den azimah went to meet haikal and came back bring me out side the mc cafe saying that haikal nak jumper ko.....i was like hell...what does that have to do with me...she say that haikal tak puas hati ko jumpe aqilah and tak suke ko jumpe aqilah.....HELLOO.....HAIKAL ko saper sak nak halang aku jumper kwn aku...u and her have not even tied the knots and u want to control her life....talking about knots u are not even his boyfriend for goodness sake.....and just bcoz u're a guy u can treat a gurl like that.....hey she's me partner in crime....i know her better den u know...we been in the same school since primary school.....and if you want to find fault with me come to me...not im suppose to come to you.....maner ke jantanan ko....aku daripada takde hal ngan ko sampai skg aku ader hal ngan ko....ko fikir ko maner nyer BIG FUCK nak suro aku dtg kat ko.....tapi sebab aku ader buah aku carek ko......ko fikir aku gentar pe ngan ko....ko nak ajak budak2 KFC ko turun....salah org lar...kwn KFC ko tu member lamer aku jugak...ko jgn luper.....kalau ko tak suker aku ckp jer kat muke aku...tak yah nak tarek kawan aku yg ko buat mcm anak patong.....ko fikir ekh....ko yg carek pasal ngan aku....kalau satu hari ko kenel pukul jgn salar kan aku memang ko yg mintak....ko cukup kenal aku.....jgn org salar tekan button aku jer k....

k enough of that....

aniwae yesterday when to hougang point(i guess so) with zul yana and yaya.....jln nyer jln at last nie yana and yaya decided to buy the simpsons t shirt....hahakx...( the picture of yana trying out the t shirt is below)...den we when to world of sport where zul bought 3 nike tshirt that cost $130 (org kaya katekan) ....as for me i bought nothing.....but im aiming on that nike bag that cost $114.....so that about it.....when back taking 72 with zul while yana took 87 and yaya took the bus home from hougang interchange

p.s : amek gamber tu zul nyer idea. =)




i wish i was dead ; diN scribble his life @ 10:44 PM;

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~namE~
iZzUdDiN aka CyBeRLiNk

~b'Day~
5th May 1989

~sChOoL~
Park View Primary
Greenview Secondary
Nanyang Poly

~LiKes~
<33 HER
(sori she doenst exist anymore),
hiS FreNs,
his laptops ,
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~diSlikEs~
baCstaBbeRs,
hypOcriTes,
LiaRs....

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aeeN aka chOchetteS
NaijihaH aka eLiTe
aDeQ aka NaZ
BeLLe
iTah
kak GloW
SabriNa
MoMok aka ZuL
KartiKa
faSha eX GvSs
__adeQshasha
SisZz viRa
fuDin aka NoMaD
diNa
haZwaNi
souL
HeeDaya aka PopiaH
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FaRaH
ZaiDi
SharZ


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